I am happy and well.
I am also in pain, burning to death by flames of passion
covered in filth and absorbing destruction the right way for a change.
I have become immortal through becoming undone.
I have found some things I have been looking for since I can remember.
I lack nothing but words for the magic that's happened in the last few days.
I am sick with love and discovery.
I am bleeding in the name of preservation -
proudly dropping to my knees to be free.
I am seeing my reflection beyond broken glass and rain water
I am a genderless brother of a genderless sister.
I found myself by looking forward & up
and in no other direction will it be.
My life, not just a journey but a mission.
The demon was a doctor, as I always knew to be true
and fear was never practice of the medicine.
Crumbling exteriors, dark mazes and stilled hearts,
Dangerous leaps, hollowed veins, interesting exits and calling voices.
In these, I have become immortal.
You will see the chalk marks everywhere
and you'll know who I am by the glow.